Freedom! An ME/CFS Story

Today I bought an electric wheelchair and I’m overwhelmed.

How is it possible to feel so many contradictory things at the same time? I cried, laughed, cried some more. The joy I felt, being able to get outside and “go for a walk,” to take back some normalcy, the despair and sadness at the tangible evidence of the ravages of ME/CFS, all mixed up in an overwhelming emotional storm.

But still, freedom beckons!


I would love to be independent, to not have to be reliant on others all the time, but my walking has deteriorated and it is laborious to move my non-compliant muscles for very long. A short block had become a marathon. The parameters of  my life are mostly bound by the walls of our house. But on days when getting dressed and going outside is an option, it’s a heady prospect indeed!  So take that ME – A celebration is in order!



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6 Responses to Freedom! An ME/CFS Story

  1. Yay! That’s fantastic! It’s one of my bigger regrets that I didn’t get a mobility scooter when my CFS/ME was severe. I’m so glad you’ll have some more freedom!

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  2. Jill Sadja Otero says:

    I’m so happy you made this decision! You set a great example for anyone who “fears” the wheelchair! Stay strong and determined! Freedom!


  3. Lynn says:

    Congratulations on giving ME a big kick in the pants and getting back into your life again! What a beautiful and positive action! You are strong and brave.

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  4. Marie says:

    It’s great that you are able to get out and enjoy nature!!! 😃

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  5. Dianne says:

    So happy to hear the news – & to know that the joy and sense of freedom triumphed in the midst of all the difficult emotions. Can hardly wait to “go for a walk” with you!

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  6. Susan Myron says:

    YEAH! YEAH! You are great to accept taking a wheelchair in order to get out. This is so right!

    Sent from my iPad

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